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Being a woman is just beyond defining the role we play in our life. From daughter, sister, wife and then mother.. These are stages which sometimes robes you from being you.
I have been thinking about it for few days. There are times when I just wanted to be me, a woman nothing more nothing less. I enjoyed each and every stage of my life but this past week I have been struggling to keep things in right perspective.
Today was an eventful day in Pandey Household. Anand has been part of Drama club in school and today was the first show. Ajey came home from college. He was watching an episode “Plan B” from “Master of None by Aziz Ansari”
and suddenly he asked – why would Ashish and I decided to have kids. at 5.45 PM when I am frying poori, getting Anand ready to go to school I didnt know what to say. He caught me off guard. I just joked that so I can make poori and feed someone, also I loved his dad so much and I wanted the junior Ashish. and one wasnt enough so we had Anand but it got me thinking that really we didnt THINK WHY we wanted kids. It just seemed the right thing to do.
Anand was fed and dropped off. Then it was our turn to get ready and I just couldn’t get my self wearing blue, I just couldn’t. It was one of those nights I wanted to be me, a woman.
So I decided on this green Tussar. I wish I could add on some makeup and a flower : ) time to learn these things from baby sister this time. Bulbul, (Smita) time to teach your sister some tricks.
and When I came out here came my son telling me how pretty I looked. I didnt feel pretty till then but once he hugged and said he loved me.. I knew right then and there – Why I had kids.. Just to feel loved..I am a LOVED woman, a daughter, a sister, a wife and a mother..